there is never enough time for her to do what she needs to do so she sits in her apartment & tries to ignore her responsibilities. it is so hard she thinks, to get these to-do lists complete. who has the time? and what about the things i want to do, what happens to those?
if this is what it means to be an adult, she does not want anything to do with it. she is ready to abandon her responsibilities. she wants an adventure. but then, reality dawns on her.
and she goes to bed, she sets her alarm and she wakes up for work the next morning